the pain finally caught up to me.
such a deserved feeling of guilt, remorse, and anguish
so overwhelming i haven't slept for 3 days.
not even prayer helps.
my thanks.. are not for this.
Thank you for being strong. Thank you for being genuine.
For being true... and for the memories...that my smile never dares slip out to my lips..
yet my heart never hesitates to beat a little faster to.
I wish you well old friend.